Thursday, April 17, 2025

Mea Culpa on Bookchin

My mistake was honest, but still a mistake, and I also understand how it would have made John annoyed, if not angry, for a bit.  So first and foremost I take responsibility and apologize.

To add some context, I was correct that there is a connection between Le Guin and Bookchin.  Here is Le Guin providing the foreward to a book by him.  And I know that I had heard or read that Le Guin’s book “The Dispossessed” was based on Bookchin.  But that is incorrect. So when I wrote “The Horizontal Mambo,” it was a situation of garbage-in, garbage-out. Le Guin’s anarchy in “The Dispossessed” runs on social pressure in a relatively inaccessible (and resource constrained) environment. But that is not what Bookchin advocates. 

Stepping back a bit, literature is more about ambiguity, and the playing out of tensions, so it may be the case that the society of Anarres in Le Guin's book might have been the way it was for reasons other than saying "this is the best we can do." From a conversation GPT conversation I had on this: 

Le Guin sympathized deeply with anarchism, especially the ecological, decentralized, non-coercive kind espoused by thinkers like Bookchin and Kropotkin. She once called anarchism "the most idealistic, and to me the most interesting, of all political theories." But as a novelist, she was interested less in selling an ideology and more in exploring how it might actually play out—flaws and all.

In that sense, Anarres is not her utopia—it's her thought experiment. It asks: What happens when you try to build a society without centralized power? Can it maintain freedom? What new kinds of pressure emerge?

I still think that pure horizontalism is wrong, both in terms of short-term tactics and long-term strategy, but on the topic of Murray Bookchin, I must admit my ignorance.

Wednesday, April 16, 2025

Skill-Based Resume

[Not formatted at this point... actually using this as a safe way to send the content to myself to format and print at a public library.] 


Communication Skills.

How can you know I have them?

* Coached speech and debate
* Recognized with award from state speech teachers association (OSTCA).
* Coached state champion (Public Forum debate)
* Led team to District Championship

Quick Learning/Technical.

Proof?

* Self-studied and earned IT credential (A+ certification) from CompTIA (2024)
* Daily Linux user: able to write scripts, modify system configs
* Skilled at navigating documentation, manuals, and new tech environments

Autonomous & Adaptive

How can you know?

    Built innovative middle school debate program —solo
    Passed Oklahoma Speech Certification independently to take over a high school team
    Grew team to largest in state
    Successfully adapted to multiple roles across education

Conflict & Customer Skills

Experience?


    10+ years teaching, ranging from 6th graders to seniors, gifted to remedial classes.
    Navigated high-stress parent-student dynamics with professionalism
    Strong interpersonal skills honed in emotionally intense, people-facing environments


Actually Hard Working.

How can you know I am? (And, yes, I am accusing most people of not).

* Debate tournaments = 20+ hours, on the weekends. 80 hour weeks happen.
* Removes distractions to stay productive (no Google account on phone)
* Highly efficient at clerical tasks.  “Inbox zero,” GTD.
* “If you’re not early, you’re late. If you fail to plan, you plan to fail.”


They say work harder, not smart, but I believe it is best to do both -- ask me how I do. 

Wednesday, April 2, 2025

Aesthetics 2: Fashion Quest

[Status: dynamic document where I will keep adding links for my own reference]

My goal is to get through low-hanging fruit of 80/20 principles. My appearance will never be an advantage to me, but I think I will gain a lot by not having being so bad -- at many points a bit of a "fuck you" to everyone.   

On the underlying body front, I will never be buff, but I can be thin... at least thin enough in 6-8 months. (Short and skinny-fat has been a disaster -- the 21 pounds lost now already people treating me better). 

I was already able to upgrade my "walking around" outfits relatively inexpensively, and have wrapped my mind around what to do as I keep losing inches off my waste-line. Likewise, I think I understand a church-wear polo and khaki strategy that while perhaps not optimal, is good enough for a place where we have paid our dues and are accepted (also having a child to draw off attention is just so good; and my wife knows how to keep her looking cute).

Longer term, when I get a weight I like and can stabilize, I'd like to get a suit for the formal occasions of funerals and wedding.  I think gray or charcoal, and I think I am going to schedule days were I take it out and do some writing at a coffee house or something, as I really  have that feeling of panic when an event comes up and I don't know if I have anything appropriate, or that fits... Links for this topic: 

https://lifestylepit.com/dark-grey-vs-charcoal-grey-suit/

https://www.artofmanliness.com/style/clothing/the-suit-ladder/

https://www.thetrendspotter.net/how-to-wear-a-grey-suit/ 

 

All interviews I could for at this point would max out at "business casual," which is a concept I am too autistic to actually understand. Luckily, I only need one outfit right now for interviews, and I'll cross the bridge of how to fill out a work week with it when I get there.

https://www.gentlemansflair.com/business-casual-for-men/ 

 Another idea is a "capsule" wardrobe: 

https://youtu.be/riypX84RlKk?si=3CAsDznd--HJgERC